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PETRE DODRESCU,
somewhere in his thirties

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[boneblood]

I'm still trying to figure out what it's like to think for myself. Feel for myself.
We know this. We know why. You know why?

But is it not okay to be angry over something that angered you?
I'm angry.
But I'm being told to hold off for the greater good. To curb those feelings.
Which I understand in a way but right now...

Right now I just want to be angry, Petre.
This feels unfair.

[cacotopia]

then be angry
you don't have to hold off with me

[boneblood]

I know.

but it's like people expect me to do better, be better
which i usually try to be

[cacotopia]

what's so wrong with the way you are now?

[ If they want him to be better, that's the implication, isn't it? ]

nothing. so they can eat shit.

[boneblood]

I know I've felt different since the basement

I didn't know it was worse, though
You think I'm alright this way?

[cacotopia]

wes
do you think they'd tell me to be or do better

[boneblood]

Frankly, yes

[cacotopia]

so you get my point right

[boneblood]

I'm not used to this though



Defiance

[cacotopia]

i can help you

[boneblood]

and what would you recommend

[cacotopia]

'eat my entire ass' is a personal favorite

suck my dick
go fuck yourself
have you tried shutting the fuck up
hold on i'm trying to find where i fucking asked

want more?

[boneblood]

You think people will believe it sounds like me?

[cacotopia]

i think they will be stunned into silence tbh
you win by demolishing them with confusion

[boneblood]

You wouldn't think of me differently if I changed my personality like that?

[cacotopia]

but you've already changed, haven't you
or do you think you're finally getting a look at what's really in there?

[ He did have a lot of time to think about it. ]

[boneblood]

What if I don't like what's really in there

[cacotopia]

what if i do?

[boneblood]

Do you?

[cacotopia]

i do.

and i don't want you to hide from people who think you're something you're not anymore

you're better

[boneblood]

[He wants to be better.]

thanks
are you busy right now?

[cacotopia]

i can un-busy myself

[boneblood]

i want to just be near you for a while

[cacotopia]

[ It takes him a little while to respond. ]

my room

[boneblood]

i'm coming