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hi.

err. sorry for the other day. that must have been a little intense and insane.

[so she's a little drunk.]

you ever been in love?

If I die here or whatever.

Make sure you blast a nasty as fuck guitar solo in everyone's head to announce it.

can i ask u something vaguely personal

why is your impudent lady friend checking up on me

morning, cunt ♥
sleeping well? having a GREAT week?

ugh gdit she figured out the laundry's free 😩
anyway why'd u try to eat ur friend

Chatted to that Jem Sheila, said you back off, she'd back off.

There a reason you tryin' to kill her?

[he's having A Day, and that doesn't even include the constant low-grade dread he's been experiencing while shadowing Mateus at the moot hall. nope, most of his current stress has nothing to do with politics and everything to do with the date. and this conversation.

he needs a distraction, and he's run out of work to do. so, polite and amiable as can be:]

Petre-gongzi? I wonder whether you are available for that drink this evening. [a pause. then, a little chagrined,] My apologies, I realize this is short notice.

do you recall when i mentioned i could never harbor resentment towards you?

I LIED

i have 2 questions then i’ll leave you alone

when did you get here again?

do you want to get three sheets to the wind and fuck my brains out

i'm already well into my cups so you'll need to catch up

Your play was ridiculous. It made no sense at all.

[ (If it made no sense, why did you laugh???)

Why is Zoya even bothering with Petre? One could almost say she considers him a friend—and she apparently needs one right now. ]

Hey, I've been meaning to ask, what's with the prayer shit?

you and wesley are brothers huh

anyone kill you yet?

i want the other sock off your corpse

[ Today has blessed her with one of the biggest migraines known to the Saints, and Petre yelling about a fucking yeti is doing her no favours in trying to discern just where Wesley is being kept and whether it's in his best interests he find him. (Of course, it is; she'll go find him. Zoya is a good person.) ]

Can you please calm the fuck down?

[ This is as nice as she will be. 😌 ]

Do you prefer it raw or cooked?

Would you consider yourself a horrible person?

I'm still trying to figure out what it's like to think for myself. Feel for myself.
We know this. We know why. You know why?

But is it not okay to be angry over something that angered you?
I'm angry.
But I'm being told to hold off for the greater good. To curb those feelings.
Which I understand in a way but right now...

Right now I just want to be angry, Petre.
This feels unfair.

Hi, you know how you love me?

I need to suck your dick for science and you can't be weird about it.

Who are you to Aegon Targaryen?

was your sister funny?

[They're in a good place. Would be a shame to rock the boat.]

I want something.

[ Hope Petre wasn't busy, because he's getting a front row seat to this disaster from Aegon's point of view. Petre isn't privy to what they're talking about just yet, however. ]

I currently possess something of yours I'd like to get to know a bit better. Any suggestions?

— text, couple days later.

text, 30/12.

1/?? while screaming, crying is occuring

text, 26/1

text.