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PETRE DODRESCU,
somewhere in his thirties

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[sunmon]

Made me someone I hate.
Instead of just someone that everyone else hates.

[cacotopia]

a lot of people end up that way
with or without power
i prefer having it than not

[sunmon]

I agree.
I wouldn't want to give it up.
But I do wonder sometimes if I should.

[cacotopia]

what would you give it up for?

[sunmon]

Nothing. Not until I get back to Ravka, and use it to destroy the Fold.

[cacotopia]

then you're wondering about nothing
sounds like a waste of time to me
doesn't it?

(cw: toxic relationship shit)

[sunmon]

Am I?

[ maybe he's right. she traces the path to this line of thinking, recalls ianthe, and her commitment to power. power at any cost. for coronabeth. toxic as it was, she felt it was so necessary. maybe that was as much as alina deserved. someone with the same unflinching need for power that she had. maybe that was the kind of person she'd become. ]

Maybe so.

[cacotopia]

you said it yourself
what's the point of wondering about giving up something if there's nothing you'd give it up for?

[sunmon]

Thanks for talking with me.