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PETRE DODRESCU,
somewhere in his thirties

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[medals]

yeah.
and now people think i'm like, crazy lol. or a bitch.

and maybe i'm both. idk. it's exhausting, being here, trying to exist, to stay human, follow the rules, don't follow the rules.

i just want to be happy, with the people i care about. i just want to be able to look after those people, and have them idk
respect me.
want to keep me safe too. and if i fuck up, it puts them at risk. but everything i do feels like it's somehow a fuck up, so!

[cacotopia]

[ hm.

Hmmmmm. ]

i got an idea

[medals]

crawl into a hole??

[cacotopia]

no that's lame

do something fucking insane
anything that would fuck things up for you even more
idgaf what, let your imagination fly
then tell your buddies i made you do it
they already wanna kick my ass anyway

[medals]

so u can have a lil laugh about it??

no thanks

[cacotopia]

sure
anyway that's my one time scapegoat card
up to you
just give me a heads up so i can play the part

[medals]

??? why would you

[cacotopia]

so you can go fuck things up guilt-free like a good girl
bad girl?
idk who cares

[medals]

yeah but why are you offering

[cacotopia]

might help you not care about fucking up

[medals]

stop being obtuse
you barely tolerate me, so why

[cacotopia]

you know that thing people do in tv shows
where they just stare at the camera looking dead-eyed
that's me rn

[medals]

i'm deciding it's because you secretly like me

[cacotopia]

wow i must be real good at keeping secrets bc even i didn't know that

[medals]

secret so deep u hid it from urself

my brothers best mate did that about being gay

[cacotopia]

so deep in the closet he found xmas presents?

[medals]

lmaooooo

[cacotopia]

dw i can pull anyone out

[medals]

lmao

[cacotopia]

[ good end ]